i had a dream that what the complete reverse of something incredibly important that happened last year like complete reverse of what happened. nov 18th, not my ideal day to dream a nightmare about.





whenever i use gorilla glue to mend something, i think about the time you glued and sewed my shoes together and how happy that made me.
but it also makes me think about how you faded away, so gone no one could get through to you, became something so unlike yourself, and how eventually it changed all of us into something we thought we could never be.
if i could be here a year ago i would
but i'm afraid i'd do everything the same

i'll never be afraid of being trapped
something always comes, someone always fades, and the good things always remain despite everything around you.